jauhnya aku....

‎"carilah hatimu di tiga tempat. temui hatimu sewaktu bangun membaca Al-Quran. tetapi jika tidak kau temui, carilah hatimu ketika mengerjakan solat. jika tidak kau temui juga, kau carilah hatimu ketika duduk tafakkur mengingati mati. jika kau tidak temui juga, maka berdoalah kepada Allah, pinta hati yang baru kerana hakikatnya pada ketika itu kau tidak mempunyai hati!” -Imam Ghazali

new job, cherry sorter

dah lame x update blog ni....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...
sesungguhnya manusia merancang dan Allah menentukan segala-galanya...
everything runs very smoothly...exam, keje, balik, that's my plan...
so far so good...all praise to Allah S.W.T

sorting cherries?

it's a good experience for me...HAHA
stand up for the whole day, more than 10 hours...i should say i lost some weight already
baru tau ceri ni kaler hitam, purple gelap, pink, merah
banyak gred like diamond, premium etc. dan macam macam sizes

keje memang penat...balik keje mcm x tak rase tapak kaki...
awal2 dlu mcm bahu pinggang kaki sume mcm nk tertanggal...
baru tau susah senang cari duit...now i can imagine how tired mom n dad to earn money...

hari2 bgn kul 5.30 pagi balik kul 7.30 or 8.30 or 9.30 malam...

what a long day, right?

xpelah, that's my choice, so i must finish this =)

homesick

i miss them all...really miss them...
especially bile tgk video abah dan semua bertungkus lumus 'kisik' tebu, mesin tebu, belah kelapa dan amik isi kelapa...
how i miss them all...
o Allah, only U know how i felt...T_T

whenever i feel inferior, i just remember where i come from, who i really am, i don't have to be like anyone, coz i have my own life, tears and happiness.. no one really understand my life
whatever it is, i really feel grateful for what i had...

i really miss being kakak jual air kelapa, feel the hardship to get even a ringgit, and everyone who drop by to buy the drinks always think that i am uneducated, whatever it is, it doesn't affect me at all...

when i tell my mom about it, she just said "takpe Atikah, ular yang menyusur akar takkan hilang bisanya.."

mom, dad i really miss u....

what ever happen, i will face it..

back to school again after 2 week of spring hols...
semalam tamat kursus kahwin dengan jayanya....*sedia ke?..*

from now on, i promise to myself that i'll be very independent..
yeah, sem 2 for 2nd year pon hampir tamat...i feel kinda excited to finish it...
i think i will change roommate next year...wat eva.. if that's the best for me, i will accept it...
He knows best for me...o ALLAH!

master 2012...insyaALLAH...i will work harder for it...if others can do it, y not me, ey?

okies, back to revision! it's never late to change anything as long as u breathe in this amazing world...

o Allah, guide me in everything....don't leave me...
i wanna be a good daughter, a dai'e, a student, a very kind future wife.. ;)

raye dan exam dan prac...

wuu...sedeynye sume org pulang....terseksa bace status sorg2...sume nk cite sal balik kampung....kasihanilah guwe kat bumi asing nih....

basically minggu raye nnti ade 2 exams; biochem dan biotech.... then hari raye ada kemungkinan raye lam lab....my first time raye ade kls yg attendance compulsory...nsebla....tp klu xrase cmni xde namenye raye di perantauan kan? =P

 then next week after raye, ade another exam: pharmacology...nampaknye taun ni kna raye ngan buku lah....xdenye nak harap rendang, lemang, masak lodeh, ciskek, choc cake macam taun lps...umo meningkat, tanggung jawab pun bertambah....

sekarang ni, berperang pagi2 nk bgn awal....i hope this ramadhan gonna be different to previous ramadhan....alhamdulillah dapat momentum untuk kejar lailatullatul qadar.... dan lepas ramdhan pun kena kekalkan momentum ni...teringat kata2 seorang kawan di facebook,


" Jadilah hamba Allah sejati yang beribadah sepanjang masa, di setiap keadaan dan suasana. Jangan jadi "hamba" malam al-Qadar yang beribadah hanya pada malam itu sahaja." semoga sama2 mendapat manfaat. Amin~

pokoknya, jangan hanya beribadat untuk kejar 10 malam terakhir semata- mata...ramdhan adalah bulan tarbiyyah, dan seharusnya bulan yang selepas itu lebih baik amalnya hasil dari tarbiyyah ramadhan ini....*peringatan untuk diri hamba juga*

MY ROOM