Sunday, April 21, 2013

Honours 2013

Alhamdulillah... At last rasa nak menulis kembali..just would like to share with any readers here, i got honours offer on 20.12.2012 Such a beautiful date. Alhamdulillah. hurm...basically my research would be about autism. hihi Pray for me. And....autumn is here again! uuu...love it. it's like the second spring but filled with golden, brown and red leaves. by the way, i'm turning 23. uh makin tua. makin dewasa kot.hehe... seperti biasa, at this age mesti dok pikir bila nak settle down. someday, insyaallah i believe..i'll be meeting that person. but not at this moment... saya nak menulis thesis bulan ni....sedang bergerak dengan kelajuan siput spongebob, gary. uh...kena wat jugak...xde pilihan lain. pen-off, thanks for reading... muka ecited tengok anak jaws dlm akuarium kat hospital.. the child inside me came out.lulz

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Ironi nya kita

Bila mulut berkata-kata, oh aku benci israel! oh aku geram dengan zionis! di tangan ku setiap pagi secawan nescafe (produk israel) buat penegang urat mata bila study. oh laparnya.."ok, kita singgah mcD drive-through.." "umm, alhamdulillah, kenyang.." tangan membelek-belek facebook posts satu persatu...uhhh asyik membunuh aja israel ni.. itulah situasi yang biasa di mana-mana aku kira, bagi yang belum mempunyai kesedaran. kita benci saudara kita di bunuh di Gaza. Tetapi kitalah yang menyokong ekonomi mereka. Membeli barangan mereka. Seolah-olah membantu mereka mengebom saudara kita. OH ironinya! mulut lain, buat lain. Marilah kita bawa hati kepada Tuhan. Ya Allah, teguhkan aku di langkah ini, di pencarian hakikat diri. AKU KESAL...

Saturday, November 24, 2012

i just finished my 3-year-BSc in Melbourne University

Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah... I've been really really busy for past few months.. busy with assignments, reports and ++ after all, all praise to Him giving me stregth to accomplish all those tasks, which I myself will never be able to do it without HIs help.. alhamdulillah.. I just coming back from usrah trip, going to Mckenzie Waterfall which located in Victoria. It was really long journey, 5 hours journey plus with 'makan langsat'. =P Still can't believe I finished the course already. InsyaAllah will be graduating soon.. =)

Sunday, July 1, 2012

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Assalamualaikum w.b.t dah lama tinggalkan blog..sampai berhabuk-habuk blog ni.. dah 6 bulan berlalu. begitulah jugak hidup. saya sudah final year dan sudah final semester.. tahun ni saya tukar roommate lagi, namenye akid.. sweet girl =D semester ni tamat dengan jayanya.. saya tak ke mana.. nanti nak pi sydney pegi winter gathering di sydney. mungkin pegi canberra jugak.. saya xde ape2 nak tulis.. semalam pegi horseback riding.. sakit satu badan.. first time naik kuda, sia pecut lagi...uhhh... now i realized susah sangat nak tunggang kuda ni.. macam mana mujahid2 Islam berperang naik kuda.. subhanallah.... kagum! saya hanya mampu tahan badan dari jatuh aje.. pejuang2 Islam boleh bertarung dengan pedang dengan keadaan tak stabil atas kuda... subhanallah.... saya esok jadi babysitter..yousuf si cute miut... uhhhh

Saturday, December 24, 2011

jauhnya aku....

‎"carilah hatimu di tiga tempat. temui hatimu sewaktu bangun membaca Al-Quran. tetapi jika tidak kau temui, carilah hatimu ketika mengerjakan solat. jika tidak kau temui juga, kau carilah hatimu ketika duduk tafakkur mengingati mati. jika kau tidak temui juga, maka berdoalah kepada Allah, pinta hati yang baru kerana hakikatnya pada ketika itu kau tidak mempunyai hati!” -Imam Ghazali

Monday, December 5, 2011

new job, cherry sorter

dah lame x update blog ni....alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah...alhamdulillah...
sesungguhnya manusia merancang dan Allah menentukan segala-galanya...
everything runs very smoothly...exam, keje, balik, that's my plan...
so far so good...all praise to Allah S.W.T

sorting cherries?

it's a good experience for me...HAHA
stand up for the whole day, more than 10 hours...i should say i lost some weight already
baru tau ceri ni kaler hitam, purple gelap, pink, merah
banyak gred like diamond, premium etc. dan macam macam sizes

keje memang penat...balik keje mcm x tak rase tapak kaki...
awal2 dlu mcm bahu pinggang kaki sume mcm nk tertanggal...
baru tau susah senang cari duit...now i can imagine how tired mom n dad to earn money...

hari2 bgn kul 5.30 pagi balik kul 7.30 or 8.30 or 9.30 malam...

what a long day, right?

xpelah, that's my choice, so i must finish this =)


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

homesick

i miss them all...really miss them...
especially bile tgk video abah dan semua bertungkus lumus 'kisik' tebu, mesin tebu, belah kelapa dan amik isi kelapa...
how i miss them all...
o Allah, only U know how i felt...T_T

whenever i feel inferior, i just remember where i come from, who i really am, i don't have to be like anyone, coz i have my own life, tears and happiness.. no one really understand my life
whatever it is, i really feel grateful for what i had...

i really miss being kakak jual air kelapa, feel the hardship to get even a ringgit, and everyone who drop by to buy the drinks always think that i am uneducated, whatever it is, it doesn't affect me at all...

when i tell my mom about it, she just said "takpe Atikah, ular yang menyusur akar takkan hilang bisanya.."

mom, dad i really miss u....